She probably won't read this, but my sister and I have an incredibly wonderful relationship. Even though she is MUCH older then her baby Bubba -- we could have been been twins. No one could be as lucky as Bubba to have a sister like Gussie. Even the fun names we call each other speaks of the love and affection. With all that I have been going through, Gussie has been facing her own trials and much in the same way -- handling it with grace and trust and integrity. God is His grace, made it so Gussie is not working (she took an unexpected early retirement) and is coming up to be with her Bubba. What fun!! I only wish I could be a bit sicker so she would feel like she is doing her nurse Nightingale routine with greater meaning. I think I got better fast just knowing she was coming to town! I am just glad in the midst of all the craziness -- Gussie can come and bring the joy and stability that she has done all my life. I am one blessed Bubba!! See ya soon Gussie!